Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:00 PM
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I'm slightly skeptical, I spent a month on the streets, my priority was food and shelter not internet.
1. your job aka wellfare isnt online. 2. youre not an addict like i am 3. I have food stamps, and i know where the cheapest groccery store in seattle is, food is exactly on my list of must finds because its already been located and secured.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:02 PM
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Let me get this right. You are in Seattle, WA. You are homeless, jobless, and have no one to lean on anymore? You're mother that seemed to be your last hope for some sort of stability, is no longer due to a poor choice of walking around the home naked?
No after my mom kickedme out i ended up in vegas and in vegas another trans woman picked me up. she gave me a place to stay and what not but after a few months kicked me out right before i could get paid and move out.
Be noted I barely even spoke to this person, by the end of the time i was living there i was nearly silent.
As in i didnt speak.
all i did was sit in my room sleep work and play games, waiting for my money to come in.
Now im in seattle.
Still makes no sense. You say you got kicked out before you got paid after working for a few months. Your "Google" job never paid you? I think your largest problem is you have zero sense of grounding. You need to desperately find some grounding in your life and stick to it. As I've said before you seem to be flailing around constantly in an ever more self-destructive nose dive.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:05 PM
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I have to agree with Rain on this one, there are some things that you just do not go out and talk about outright like that, the two biggest ones especially being religion and politics, I read one of your previous posts about how you were kicked out and said "maybe I said God is not real one too many times" to someone who was very, very religious. That is just a bad idea all around, each person has the right to their own religion, as do you, but you just dont say that to someone who is going out on a limb to help you and give you a shelter, I know a lot of people who would take a great deal of offense to a comment like that, politics goes the same way, and I know people who have been kicked out for a whole lot less than that, so as said above, tread lightly, and swallow your pride and take some help from people. Maybe religion will help you out, you never know.
Off topic, is your "partners" name Hope by any chance?
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:06 PM
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Let me get this right. You are in Seattle, WA. You are homeless, jobless, and have no one to lean on anymore? You're mother that seemed to be your last hope for some sort of stability, is no longer due to a poor choice of walking around the home naked?
No after my mom kickedme out i ended up in vegas and in vegas another trans woman picked me up. she gave me a place to stay and what not but after a few months kicked me out right before i could get paid and move out.
Be noted I barely even spoke to this person, by the end of the time i was living there i was nearly silent.
As in i didnt speak.
all i did was sit in my room sleep work and play games, waiting for my money to come in.
Now im in seattle.
Still makes no sense. You say you got kicked out before you got paid after working for a few months. You "Google" job never paid you?
The pay invoices Mine got approved a few weeks ago, they sent me a notice of paid this morning. 
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Monday, July 16, 2012 11:09 PM
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Do you still have that job or is it long gone?
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:11 PM
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I'm slightly skeptical, I spent a month on the streets, my priority was food and shelter not internet.
1. your job aka wellfare isnt online.
2. youre not an addict like i am
3. I have food stamps, and i know where the cheapest groccery store in seattle is, food is exactly on my list of must finds because its already been located and secured.
my job did require the internet, i found a diffrent job, thats how it works, and I was an addict, but I had other things to do. You say you can't afford a place right now, so why not find a good stable job, even fast food, get off the street and cut back to basic's. Thats the simple gist of it, I can't tell you how to live your life, but it might be time to go back to the basics. Humans need Food, Shelter, Clothing, Job We don't require Internet, Computers, Games, Friends. Think about that, if you really want to improve your life the best idea is to bunker down, find a job even if its minimum wage or join the Military, and worry about food and rent. Worry about computers, internet ect later. Your allowing your internet addiction to dictate your life, that isn't healthy for you, and if your serious about getting married it time to grow up and be an adult about life. The old saying goes When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me that applies to being an adult in general, I know you don't want to hear it, but putting blame on others, not taking responsibility for whats happened to you, and justifing the reasons life isn't what you want is being a child. To be an adult means putting down things you enjoy, sacrifice your wants, and take responsiblity for the hand your dealt. Life is whatever you choose to make it, you can screw it up, or you can make it great, but you have to decide which it will be.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:11 PM
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Do you still have that job or is it long gone?
I still have this job. Im going back to work in about 20minutes when tasks are at prime time. whitnasty1
Off topic, is your "partners" name Hope by any chance?
yeah why. I said that in the message i posted.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:19 PM
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I still don't understand, you're homeless, lug around a gaming pc and can promptly respond to forum posts and continue your job...?
But you sleep in a park...?
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:23 PM
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Do you still have that job or is it long gone?
I still have this job.
Im going back to work in about 20minutes when tasks are at prime time.
whitnasty1
Off topic, is your "partners" name Hope by any chance?
yeah why.
I said that in the message i posted.
Is this job able to provide you a livable wage, like someone working a 40 hour week on a 9 dollar an hour job (About $360 a week.) If not, I highly recommend checking out a place like Wal-Mart to at least get you back on your feet. You can get overnight positions where you don't have to deal with as many people. From my experiences, late night and over night positions don't deal with people much and the people you work with tend to keep to them selves more.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:24 PM
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Monday, July 16, 2012 11:25 PM
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Is this job able to provide you a livable wage, like someone working a 40 hour week on a 9 dollar an hour job (About $360 a week.)
I get paid 13.50 an hour but workloads are different throughout the year. My next paycheck is 840$
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:29 PM
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maybe find stable income at a traditional job
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:39 PM
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Not trying to be obtrusive, but are you saying you are addicted to the internet?
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:44 PM
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It sounds like the Google job is stable to an extent, just not stable for maximum income. Being in Seattle, you won't find an affordable place to stay looking at the cost of living there. Studio apartments start at 1,000 a month on average. I did spot one out at $575 for 192 sq ft... but that's just ridiculous. With someone in your situation, you will need to get further away from the city, since all you need is a place for wifi and an affordable place to live. The further you move out from the city, the cheaper it will get.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Monday, July 16, 2012 11:44 PM
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I am a genius, you will have no more troubles now. 
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 0:08 PM
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Quit games and focus on building a social life. I used to sleep, school and game and it has been the worst 5 years of my life.
Nwo my priority is sleeping a minimum amount, work and education, friends and family, media(music, movies), and games lastly.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 0:09 PM
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Holo focus on building a social life. Um, no?
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 0:21 PM
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Quit games and focus on building a social life. I used to sleep, school and game and it has been the worst 5 years of my life.
Nwo my priority is sleeping a minimum amount, work and education, friends and family, media(music, movies), and games lastly.
Being social and getting out can create good and bad experiences. Some people just don't get along with others or can't tolerate other people very well. Sometimes people will have the exact opposite experience where friends and family do nothing but screw them over and destroy what life they do have. I personally know someone that was financially destroyed by their grandparents that pulled out credit cards under their grand children's name and destroyed them financially because they do not care who they hurt.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 0:29 PM
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The first thing is that you recognize you have a problem. If you say you are "addicted" to anything it is sure to be causing problems in your life. A twelve step program would be very helpful. But I get the sense that you will find a reason not to try it. That is of course if you want to change your addictive behavior. I sense not. I have had over 30 years of experience in addictions. I have gotten through a major drinking, a bad Cocaine addiction and smoking cigars and a pipe like a chain smoker (10-12 Cuban cigars a DAY). I now do none of those things and haven't for a very long time.
One good piece of advice I learned in the old est training in 1980 that has always stuck with me.
Who is the one that is always around when your life doesn't work out Fran???
Any idea?
It's not your Mother or sister or the guys in the park.
Maybe you will see who it is the next time you look in the mirror. You put yourself where you are now, no one else did.
Try to find some help. You have a few things you need to work through before you find yourself on a slab in the morgue.
I will give you a hint, these Forums are not the place to find it. You need to stop blaming other people for your troubles and take responsibility for your situation and the choices you have made.
I wish you the best of luck. Because if it turns out badly with you and your fiancee, I fear that will really push you over the edge.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 1:44 AM
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Yeah I was an opiate addict for almost two and a half years, and not the pharmaceutical opiates either... Since, I have been close almost five years, and am doing the best I ever have, gotten my masters degree in Engineering have a solid career, and am getting married in the next year or so. If i can beat that kind of addiction, I am pretty sure you can overcome a video game addiction if you put your mind to it.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:09 AM
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Yeah I was an opiate addict for almost two and a half years, and not the pharmaceutical opiates either... Since, I have been close almost five years, and am doing the best I ever have, gotten my masters degree in Engineering have a solid career, and am getting married in the next year or so. If i can beat that kind of addiction, I am pretty sure you can overcome a video game addiction if you put your mind to it.
Im really not worried about my addiction as it is right now. I dont mind being addicted, gives me soemthing to do and to focus on. Im worried about my job and getting recontracted at the end of august. Im worried about finding a place to live, THANK THE STARS they arent making me stay in a mens shelter. -shivers- If i dont get recontracted im going to end up having an aweful hard time finding a job since background checks are so easy to do. Thanks mom for screwing me over in life!
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:11 AM
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that isn't your moms fault, running around a house naked after u turn about 10 is inappropriate no matter the reason, you should have worn a towel its that simple.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:12 AM
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Wait, what mom? Your real one you recently "Rediscovered" or another one? I thought she was all about happy happy joy joy? Either way I know how crappy life can be llol, trust me, i'm an expert :P
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:24 AM
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$13.50 and you can work anywhere? move somewhere affordable and get your life in order.
Buy a van with your next check and a gym membership if you're too proud to get help. Sleep in the van, use the gym membership to keep your hygiene up. Don't give any gender crap about the gym, flip a coin and use that locker room. I'm sure you can find a certain hour where the gym is empty at 24 hour fitness.
Hell, if I had nearly $900 rolling in per month I'd be eating filet mignon every night.
I've got a nice house in an expensive area on a quarter acre that costs me $500 a month. I could rent out a room for $600 and kick it 24/7. I could rent out the whole house and use the money to travel the world 365 if I wanted. There are ways to get by, you just have got to want it bad enough.
After all of your threads and posts, the truth is you really don't want it bad enough.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:26 AM
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that isn't your moms fault, running around a house naked after u turn about 10 is inappropriate no matter the reason, you should have worn a towel its that simple.
I'm sure Kanti would argue differently.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:27 AM
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Underneath all these clothes, I'm naked right now.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:37 AM
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$13.50 and you can work anywhere? move somewhere affordable and get your life in order.
Buy a van with your next check and a gym membership if you're too proud to get help. Sleep in the van, use the gym membership to keep your hygiene up. Don't give any gender crap about the gym, flip a coin and use that locker room. I'm sure you can find a certain hour where the gym is empty at 24 hour fitness.
Hell, if I had nearly $900 rolling in per month I'd be eating filet mignon every night.
I've got a nice house in an expensive area on a quarter acre that costs me $500 a month. I could rent out a room for $600 and kick it 24/7. I could rent out the whole house and use the money to travel the world 365 if I wanted. There are ways to get by, you just have got to want it bad enough.
After all of your threads and posts, the truth is you really don't want it bad enough.
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Re:A couple people tried to rob me in the park.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 2:40 AM
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Kanti
Underneath all these clothes, I'm naked right now.
^^lol this guy
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